Hug Space/ Vent place-

Hi!! The name’s Baby, and uh- I’ve decided to make this thread for mostly myself- I really needed a place to vent, but couldn't find it- and I mean, what better way to make yourself feel better than to share your problems with a bunch of random strangers who probably don’t care at all, right-? Well, I might as well share all my problems for a hug, because I desperately need one. You see, I have severe daddy issues. I always want to impress him, and show him that I’m not the little piece of crap he thinks I am. But noooo, nothing’s ever good enough for him. I literally had to draw a map of a ton of countries with all the capitals and features and crap, and it took me really long as well, but he’s all like: “eW tHat’S sHit, I hAte iT.” Oh, because I have to suddenly transition from my cutesy cartoony style to extreme detailed cartography to maybe impress him-??? What’s worse, is that I always feel like he prefers the work of the other girls in my class than mine. He’s aways comparing me to the other girls, and praising them as if they were New Era Goddesses that deserve all his love and attention, but with me? Naaahhhh, throw me in the fucking trash because all my work sucks, and because I suck. He never pays attention to me, and it’s so annoying, and when I get his attention, I’m in trouble for it, because everything’s apparently my fault. Him losing money is my fault, his health is my fault, everything is just my own fault. Well guess what? It’s not! Sometimes I wish, just for a moment, that he would disappear, so I wouldn’t have to hear his badmouthing of me. He always uses the most disgusting words when he talks to me- my mom usually has to step in before he completely kills my self esteem-. Okay, I’m done, I want my hugs now please- I know it probably sounds childish, but there are things I just can’t say on here because it’s more like... a family secret, I guess. But anyways, HUGS- :,)

That sounds like a really rough situation, hope you can get out of your house soon and leave that narcissistic asshole behind! Remember your worth is not linked to his approval and take care of yourself!

I've also had similar issues with my own father so if you ever wanna talk about it in private feel free to send me a message! In the meantime I'm sending you all my virtual hugs! <3

Ohhh, thank you-! I send loads of huggies to you as well-!!! >3<