He thought that a person like him would find a place in this world, that he would make a great leader and would be having a pack that would support him. Well, he kinda was having it now but he wasn't a leader.. He was jealous of their leader that she was having this possition. He also came from the pack of hers and knew that males should be on the top. He is often in his own world even on his hunts with Moon and Blizzard. Even if it's not a perfect world for him then this jealousness is not that big as earlier. He accepted slowly this fact and is happily living with the pack. Maybe males don't have to be on the very top always?