Rising Amber was born to a lone wolf mother, she wasn't able to hunt enough prey to feed her pups. In a time of desperation, Rising Amber ended up killing her siblings to get the last scrap of food. These were the first lives of many she had to take when she was alone.
She now lives a cushy life as a Chosen One in NightWhisper pack. She had no idea she was special, she wishes someone had told her that before all of the atrocities she committed before pack life.
This must be some cruel joke, getting to live like this. Or maybe the gods like when wolves cause others to suffer, or heck, maybe she is the god of suffering.