𝑵𝒂𝒓𝒂 💤

Reminder of ~Celestica~ whom I had just 9 days after me first starting to play wolvden (Mother)

Reminder of ~✯ Dimension ✯~ whom was my first good stud. Nara is one of the last puppies bred by him in my pack, she is also using the background dimension had used his entire life (Father)

Nara
(French Origin)
meaning 'dreamland.'

Future CD

Picked to be the holder of my dreams

I have some bizarre dreams and nightmares sometimes, and have no clue what they mean. Nara is the lucky little wolf to hold the pages of my subconscious mind

these will *probably* not be in chronological order, I am just writing them down as I remember/have them

Dream 1. 10/8/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 8th, 2022. The dream was VERY realistic, like most of my dreams.

I remember being inside of a car, in the middle of nowhere, in the mountains and forest.

There was a person outside, chopping wood I believe? I had an odd feeling about them. I felt like they weren't a good person, having a weird expression on their face, kind of a cold, dead look.

I remember looking at the sky because the clouds were so dark, thinking to myself, "Looks like it might storm." But then I seen the sky behind an opening in the clouds, the sky was red and there were three suns. I started feeling really anxious, then the dream ended.

I have no idea of why there were three suns, I can't think of anything that would have influenced that. It was such a weird experience, waking up and remembering that. I do know I was quite stressed and was slightly crying before I went to bed, which most likely caused the dream.


Dream 2. 10/8/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 8th, 2022. The same night as the first dream, once again quite realistic.

It was a dark setting, though I feel like it was early morning and just cloudy. I was walking in a town, in a residential area.

I feel like someone was following me, but I don't remember seeing anyone. I continue walking, and see a white van parked down the street, where I am walking towards. A man gets out of the van and begins running towards me, understandably, I freak out. I run into an abandoned house-like building, trying to close the gate that is the entrance. The man just vanishes after aggressively banging on the gate, then the gate magically turns into a door.

I remember trying to lock the door knob lock, but I physically can't get my hand to lock it. (In every dream/nightmare I have, I am unable to lock the door knob. It never works, no matter how hard I try.)
I am able to lock the door by the chain.

I look around the room, there is a hallway with a door that leads to a back room. I walk over to the hallway, starting to close the door behind me when I hear a noise. The noise was something going, "hwo..hwo..hwo.." in sets of three's, before pausing. I remember feeling like whatever was making the noise was trying to lure me out.

The noise I heard freaked me out so bad, I got so stressed and anxious hearing it. I woke up scared, not wanting to go back to sleep due to the possibility of having another nightmare. I stayed up a while, laying in bed, until I got so tired I went back to bed. Luckily, I did not have another nightmare.

Dream 3. Time-Frame unknown
SpoilerI have had this dream off-and-on since I was little.

This dream occurs when I am sleeping in a small/confined area, or an area I can't easily move, such as the top of a bunk bed. I am not claustrophobic, but when it comes to sleeping I am?

When the dream happens I tend to move, even waking up at the foot of my bed afterwards.

Within the dream, its an arena-like area. An open place with tall walls surrounding it. The dream changes, sometimes I have an above-head view of what is happening, and sometimes I am inside the arena.

I always feel trapped, with no control. I feel like something is growing, unsure of what. I believe whatever is growing is psychological. Sometimes what I feel is "growing" is depicted of a box within the arena, the box grows rapidly, the more it grows the more stressed I become. I just remember feeling inside, "Why can't I control it?" "Why is it growing?" "I have to stop it" "Why is this happening?" "What will happen if I cant stop it?" but never being able to stop whatever "it" is.

I always feel such fear of being unable to control the situation, and feeling something terrible will happen if I cant stop it. I feel extremely stressed and anxious throughout the entire dream. I have had this dream about five times in my life, last time being probably two years ago. I try to never sleep in a confined area to prevent this dream from happening again.

The dream normally ends if i'm woken up my another person or sound, or if the box that grows fills the entire arena, which in that case I guess I lost.

This dream is one that peaks my curiosity the most, wanting to know why it happens and what it means.

Dream 4. 10/13/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 13th, 2022. The details of this dream are going to be scattered due to me not remembering much. The dream was realistic.

I don't remember/know where I was. I was in a big, white building, like a hospital.

People around me were concerned, and I am not sure what was happening. I believe it was like an apocalypse. I only have a few memories of random scenes, but I think there were zombies?

One scene specifically, I was in a car, with a blanket. I was cold, and the car was packed with things, because I had packed my things due to the apocalypse?

Another scene I remember, there was a headless person, dressed like a vampire. A black robe with red, the headless vampire walked over to me, a seemingly purposeful and confident walk. He said my name, but I can't remember what happened after that.

It was such a weird and random dream. Once again, I don't know what caused it.


Dream 5. 10/13/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 13th, 2022. The same night as the previous dream. I do not remember this dream much as well.

This dream took place within a mall, outside, and a bedroom I believe.

I was in a bedroom trying to do something, I am not sure what. Whatever I was trying to do never happened because I would blackout and wake up on the bed, this happened twice before I gave up on whatever I was doing.

I remember running out of the bedroom because something bad was happening outside, not sure what. The door outside the bedroom transitioned to a mall, I ran past some stores in the mall and was running down some stairs. A seen a bad person, who seen me as well and he began chasing me. I turned around and started heading up the stairs. I believe the man was looking for a dog, and I was also looking for said dog to rescue them from him? Not sure.

After I ran up the stairs, I can't remember what happened, but I ended up outside. I was flying, and the man that was chasing me was flying too. At some point I found the dog, because I was holding the dog while I was flying, I don't know when or how.

I don't remember anything else. While writing this dream, it made me realize how odd it was. I also seem to have dreams in sets of two.


Dream 6. 10/14/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 14th, 2022.

I really don't remember anything except that the dream was about Skyrim horses climbing a mountain.

You wouldn't understand unless you have had personal experience with Skyrim Elder Scrolls's horses amazing ability to scale mountains.

That is all


Dream 7. 10/16/2022
Spoiler I had this dream October 16th, 2022. There is a trigger warning, be aware of that, the dream involves depression and attempted suicide (not by me) if you are sensitive to that, do not read further.



I was in a school, and a mountain during this dream.

I remember being in the schools hallway, then walking up some stairs. I made it halfway up the stairs before I seen a teenager run quickly down the stairs, and down the hallway. Following the teenager was a man, who looked like a police officer. The officer pointed at me and told me to watch a classroom, then running after the teenager.

I walked into the classroom, though I think the officer wanted me to wait outside. The classroom had about five students, a teacher, and another officer-like man. All the students looked like rebel, trouble makers. I remember one girl specifically, she looked depressed, and I believe the officer was her father.

Everything cut to a mountain, and I was with her father, the police officer. We both seen her walking up the mountain, towards us. I walked over to her, and she tried to jump off the mountain. I remember tackling her, and then waking up.

The dream was so odd, the school, the depressed girl. It just felt dark

Dream 8. 10/23/2022
SpoilerI had this dream October 23rd, 2022. I had dreams between October 16th and the 23rd, just don't remember enough to categorize them as dreams on here.

I don't remember what was happening or where I was, but I do remember lots of police and firetrucks around because of a "natural disaster" involving a giant sinkhole within a city. I say "natural disaster" due to the whole dream feeling.. Just odd, unnatural. Whether an apocalypse, aliens, or war from foreign countries, it just didn't feel right.

(FYI, I don't have a specific stance on aliens, it was a semi-joke and came from a dream, so who knows)

I seem to have a few dreams of apocalypse/odd things, I have no idea why.


Dream 9. 11/2/2022
Spoiler
I had this dream November 2nd. This was a very realistic dream, could've swore it was real, until the ending.

I was in a house, and went into the bathroom when I remember seeing a spider on the bathtub, and my sister came in and flicked the spider in the bathtub (which is unlike her because she is terrified of spiders) then a second spider appeared. I started the bath to wash the spiders down the drain, though one of the spiders jumped and disappeared, no clue what happened to it.

I left and went into another room, and seen a giant tarantula with clear bubbles on each of its legs, within each of the bubbles were a brain. I then was awoken because of my alarm.

It was the weirdest, creepiest thing. I know why the dream happened though, right before bed there was a spider in the bathroom, which I proceeded to kill and flush down the toilet. My mind decided that was such an experience, I had to dream about it. I have no idea where my mind came up with the tarantula.