Pharma had always wanted to be with Ratchet, admired her, wanted to be an herbalist like her. However, she found she didn't have as much aptitude for being an herbalist and would care for pups. She had developed a bond of love with Ratchet instead, and for a long time, they were a bonded pair, even raising a few pups they adopted together. Pharma knew that Ratchet was getting older, and every day, her ears flattened at the thought of losing her mate. She knew it would come and when it did, she could naught but curl up, with her pupsitting charges snuggling on her and trying to chatter and play with her to comfort her in her hour of need.