Private rp between Shapeshifter the goldwing and shroudfang. (PM both to join) ((rp))
Posted 2024-11-10 18:00:06
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Shapeshifter the goldwing #129135 |
Posted 2024-11-10 18:26:34 (edited)
"My story... it isn't meant to be heard," the female whispered quietly and for a moment she struggled fighting against the pain that the mere memories brought to her. She could feel the panic starting to rise inside of her along with anxiety. It was starting to become hard to breathe again and her nails dug on the ground as the young female trembled. Whatever had happened was soon over and she was able to rise up her head to look at the other male. "Chasing me? Why?" She asked tilting her head. However, the answer she was looking for came soon enough when the other let her know that he wished her to come with him. She was beyond terrified. Why did the male want her to follow? Where was he taking her? Was it a trap? What if it would turn the same as it had before? "Trust is something that can't be build over night," Zeljka said solemnly. "I have my reason not to trust in anyone. I just met you today, even a full day haven't passed, how am I expected to trust you?" she asked. "Besides... you shouldn't be that quick to trust in others, they will stab you on the back. How do you know that trusting me wouldn't make your whole life doomed?" Zeljka asked looking at the male. "One can force the other to follow and even to be a friend, but is that still out of free will? Would the bond of trust be as strong as when it has been built on sharing experiences together and being there for other when they needed you the most?" she said lowering her gaze again. "It isn't what the others say, but what their heart hides inside that determines whether I trust or not. One could promise me the entire world or shower me in nice words, yet I still wouldn't trust them even a single bit," Zeljka said as her dark eyes burned. There was obviously something serious that had happened to the young female. It was something that she never wished to talk about or share with others. And even if she had wanted to do so, she didn't know how she could do that. She didn't have the words she needed to describe it all. |
𝔖𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔡𝔉𝔞𝔫𝔤 #7160 |
Posted 2024-11-10 18:57:30
As Zeljka spoke the blond canid tilted his head towards her, then towards Longfang once more, he wondered why the male was so insistent of being part of her life. The marks upon her neck was enough to tell a tale of pain and sorrow, and yet he chose to continue the act of desperation. The situation itself was making Drez increasingly uncomfortable; the way Longfang worded everything had set off alarms within his mind as Zeljka's words rung within his depths; his breathing picked up as memories flashed before his eyes, even if briefly it sent chills down his spine. Drez knew far too well how cruel others can be, he knew how dangerous others males tend to be and even more so when a mother truly believed her own flesh and blood was a grave mistake. In the end Drez found himself respecting the borzoi for speaking the words he never had the strength to say, he knew her pain and didn't wish for her to be alone but wasn't sure how to explain his thoughts. But perhaps he could reassure her she wasn't alone in all this. "Zeljka…" He spoke softly as he turned his head to face her, his voice a low whisper for only her to hear. "…you're doing great…I…never could have spoken such words….and you have the right to choose who is worthy of your trust…patience and time…" As he spoke a single, crimson tear emerged from his milky blue eye and rolled down his cheek. But rather than allow more tears to rain down his pelt or tale his story like the male before him; he sucked up the pain and faced him once more. "…I don't think you have the worst intentions…but you must consider how….uncomfortable it must be for a female who had faced so much in her life to have a male she had just met to keep..reappearing…" Drez spoke his thoughts on the best way possible; his heart raced as he feared being attacked but he refused to allow Zeljka feel alone in this, he wished he had someone to stand beside him and so he shall do so with her. "…to say things like..chasing her….or continuously push to know her….it takes time for anything to work and your actions have only made her weary…cautious and fearful" |
ⱫɎØ, ₮ⱧɆ ฿ⱤØ₭Ɇ₦ ₣ØØⱠ #37038 |
Posted 2024-11-10 19:12:42 (edited)
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Shapeshifter the goldwing #129135 |
Posted 2024-11-11 07:31:10
Feeling both her spirits completely defeated as well as the exhaustion finally taking place, Zeljka laid down on the open ground and curled herself tight little ball. The movement made her neck stung, but she didn't care about the pain. Perhaps that was what she deserved for hurting others. She was a monster after all, Angel of Death who brought only misfortune to those around her. The young female buried her snout under her tail as she finally allowed herself to cry. However, she didn't cry about her own pain she would always carry in her heart, but instead she cried because of the pain she had caused to the other. |
𝔖𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔡𝔉𝔞𝔫𝔤 #7160 |
Posted 2024-11-11 09:24:24
His gaze briefly went towards the borzoi then Longfang once more, both making it seem as if they were beaten into submission; one from the reality being forced upon him and the other Drez could only imagine as a combination of trauma and the situation overwhelming her senses. '….if I leave her alone….would another wolf try to…harm her? Or…take advantage of her?', the blond canine was weird for the borzoi but seeing how his words fell into deaf ears with her he felt she wished to be alone which he understood well. He was often torn between the need for company and seeking isolation for his safety. With a sigh Drez silently walked away from the area to keep his distance from both Zellja and Longfang; he made sure to walk the opposite direction Longfang went as he entered a small forest. Not all shadows were meant to be seen and today had only served this thought. |
ⱫɎØ, ₮ⱧɆ ฿ⱤØ₭Ɇ₦ ₣ØØⱠ #37038 |
Posted 2024-11-11 11:13:27
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Shapeshifter the goldwing #129135 |
Posted 2024-11-11 13:00:28
Her paws took her towards an another field that was several kilometers away from the creek. She wasn't familiar with the place and didn't know where she was even going. Her belly let out a soft grumble telling her that it wished to be filled, however, a quick glance around the rocky terrain that surrounded her told Zeljka that the prey would be very scarce around here. The female sighed but kept going forward. Her will to survive was strong and she really didn't have anything to loose. After she had entered into a completely isolated area, Zeljka slowed down to a walk allowing her mind to ponder the past things that had happened. She hated how the emotions and exhaustion had overwhelmed her and had caused her to fall into that kind of state. She couldn't forget the smallest smiles that the other male had shared with her, but now it all seemed just like a distant memory. Just where had he gone? He hadn't alerted her nor asked her to come with him, did that mean that he didn't want her to follow? Zeljka was unsure, but at the same time she knew that even if the other male seemed "safe" so far, at least he wasn't putting any pressure on her, she still couldn't fully trust in him. "Remember what he was like, Zeljka... Do not trust into anyone," the young female reminded herself softly while she thought about a German Shepherd who had once held the key to her freedom, but had betrayed her trust in the cruelest way possible. While Zeljka was pondering these thoughts on the rocky field she was walking, she was unaware of the commotion that happened close to the creek. |
𝔖𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔡𝔉𝔞𝔫𝔤 #7160 |
Posted 2024-11-11 13:53:27
"SON OF A BITCH!!" Birds flew off at the sheer force of the words, the voice was deep and raspy with a combative edge to it. Drez snapped his head to and fro only to find himself uncertain of his next course of action. On one paw he could turn and head back where he came but it risked running into the wolf and borzoi he had only recently met. He particularly did not feel comfortable enough to see Longfang after the words that were spoken, with Zelkja he felt she not wish to see him either. With a deep, steady breath he slowly inched in the direction of the sound, '….if…they harm me...it wouldn't be the first and yet I am still here…', as somber the words came it served to distract him from the uncharacteristic actions of his. The scent of a musky male filled his lungs, the metallic scent of blood hanging in the air, before him a large was a tree large enough to block his vision which he took the opportunity to awkwardly hide his large body. Slowly he shifted his head to gaze at the small clearing, his eye transfixed upon the sight before. Hovering over the body of a decaying deer carcass was perhaps the most muscular creature Drez had even see in a canine. With a sleek dark brindle pelt made up of various hues of brown with a tint of red upon the sun's rays to enter through the tree's above was a Cane Corso. The male had scars littering his muscular frame. His chest wide with a patch of white as it heaved with each breath taken. The figure growled lowly under his breath as the gaze narrowed upon the corpse before him. "Fucking had enough of this shit!" The beast snarled at the corpse, eyes wild with a burning hatred that made Drez' entire being scream to run while he can but he couldn't bring himself to. "Why do I leave these kills out in the open when no one is stupid enough to take the bait?! Need to fight someone or I sweat to the moons….." The Cane Corso paced to and fro with deep breaths, his bobbed tail risen and muscles flexed with each movement. It was a sight Dez couldn't stray his gaze from, '….he..is so big, but…why do…I feel he is misunderstood…?', to his amazement he found himself leaning forward to get a better view of the unfamiliar male. He was a fighter and one that wasn't meant to be left to his own devices; as aggressive he may seem Drez felt an odd sense of comfort being in the same area as the other. Lost in his own thoughts he failed to notice the brindle pelted beast sniffed the air intensely before barring his teeth, it wasn't until the figure stood inches from Drez had he realized he was caught. With a loud yelp of surprise he jumped backwards and landed onto his back, legs sticking in the air with a widened gaze. The male however only narrowed his gaze. "….seriously this all you got to give me?! A little yelp and wide eyes?!" The male barked, causing Drez to flinch but otherwise hadn't moved a muscle nor tried to stand. "Well aren't you gonna talk pretty boy or do I gotta force you?!" "M-my apologies sir!" Deez was quick to scamper onto his feet, his head lowered and ears lowered as far they could until he realized the other's words. "…y-you t-think I'm pretty..?" He asked shakily as his nerves took over, his head tilting just enough to meet the other's gaze. The Cane Corso only rose a brow in response. "What? Got somethin wrong with you?" He asked bluntly, his eyes meeting Drez' in a challenging manner, they practically screamed for him to even try to convince him there was something wrong. With a thick gulp Drez slowly shook his head. "Good because I'm bored as hell and itching for a fight" The very words Drez feared to hear, the Cane Corso made to reality. |
ⱫɎØ, ₮ⱧɆ ฿ⱤØ₭Ɇ₦ ₣ØØⱠ #37038 |
Posted 2024-11-11 16:35:47
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Shapeshifter the goldwing #129135 |