The whole of Wildwood seemed to fall silent as the pack came bounding from the shadows of the trees with hunger in their eyes. They were each in a state of ravening hunger, the thrill of the hunt burning like fire in their bellies, and the other animals and birds saw this and ran, for they recognized this look, and they were afraid. But there was one blue-black raven that watched more closely than the others as the wolf pack wound northwards in single file, heading ever closer to the shadow of the Druid Mountains and the dark of the gathering dark. For there was a storm brewing in the air - the raven could feel it blowing through his wings.Â
*
Lane was exhausted. The pack had been tracking for hours without success, marching head-on into the bitter wind that flattened their fur back against their bodies and whipped away the scents of all the prey for miles around. Evening was closing in and still there was no sign of game, but the burning hunger inside them was a pit of roiling flame, driving them on. Laneâs eyes were smarting from the cold, the ache in her belly throbbing like a sore tooth - and though sheâd never admit it to anyone, every step she took sent a searing pain along her spine.Â
âLane,â said Kamotts quietly. âLane, my love. You cannot go on in this condition. I can see the pain in your eyes.â
Lane let out a barking laugh, but the movement sent a fresh shudder of pain through her belly. âDonât be such an old she-wolf, Kamotts. Youâre not going to deprive me of the fun of the hunt, are you?â At the look on her mateâs face, Laneâs eyes widened. âAre you?â
Lane prided herself on her independence, and hated to be fussed over. She was always the first to lead a hunt or engage in playful rough-and-tumble with her friends, and always felt resentful when her condition forced her to stay behind. The she-wolfâs curse, her mother had once warned her, and it was coming true.Â
âI fear he is right,â said old Wyakin at last. âI know the scent, child. Your pups are coming. We must find shelter.â
At her words, Kamotts turned to look at his mate with wide eyes. The alpha knew very well the harsh laws of survival, and if Lane gave birth out here in the open, in the cold and the coming storm, both mother and pups would surely die. But out here on the fell, there was no shelter to be had for miles around. The sky was the colour of wool, heavy with unshed snow, and first snowflakes were just beginning to fall, swirling around and around in the wind.Â
Daere went on ahead to scout for cover, and came back several minutes later, his coat soaked but tail wagging. âThereâs a cave-like structure, not far off,â he said. âDo you think you can make it, Lane?â
âOf course I can make it,â she snapped, and huffed all the way to the cave, Kamotts fretting over her all the while. The cave turned out to be little more than a small rocky outcropping that provided at least some shelter from the sleet and wind. It was far from ideal, but their den back in Wildwood was a full dayâs journey away now, and there was no way Lane would be able to make it in time. The she-wolf slunk to the back of the little cave, shoulders hunched low against the cold as she curled around her swollen belly. Kamotts made to follow her, but he was stopped short by a snarl, the fur along his mateâs back bristling.Â
âYou may not come in here, Kamotts.â Her usually soft voice was harsh with threat. âMy time has come, and I must do this alone.â
The she-wolf receded into the dark, leaving Kamotts feeling more useless than ever in his life. He began to pace around the cave mouth, snapping irritably at the others.Â
Daere was the first to break the tense silence. âWe should carry on the hunt. Night is coming, and we wonât last long on empty bellies. Come, brother,â he nudged Kamotts. âThe best way to help your mate now is to bring her some good rich meat.â
At last, Kamotts nodded. It would be foolish to sit here, useless and freezing, while hunger burned a hole in his belly. âWyakin, Lakota, stay with her,â he ordered. âMake sure she comes to no harm. We will return with food.â
Kamotts glanced back at the den only once before disappearing over the brow of the hill, Daere and Laika on his tail. Wyakin watched their retreating shapes until they became dark specks in the distance, and then she leapt up on top of Laneâs cave-den where she curled into a tight ball, tail wrapped around her to guard against the cold.Â
*
Kamotts crept silently through the darkness, the gray of his coat blending in perfectly with the heath and dry fern of the fell. Just beyond the rise, a deer herd grazed, blissfully unaware of the hunters in the night. Kamotts glanced back at Laika and Daere, and with a swift nod, Laika went hurtling forwards like a shot, her snow-white fur flashing bright as a minnow as she raced through the growing night. The white she-wolf fastest of them all, and the most vicious - she did not hesitate before latching onto the stagâs neck, her sharp claws tearing furrows down its hide. A moment later, Daere barreled into it from the side and they pinned the bellowing stag between them, both of them stepping to the side to allow Kamotts to deliver the killing blow. The stag rolled, screaming, and Kamotts shook and shook until it screamed its way into silence, leaving only the whistling wind and hot blood steaming in the snow.Â
For a moment, the three wolves stood over the carcass, heads bowed in respect. This was the great difference between the wild kingdom of the animals and the kingdom of man: whereas men killed callously, out of hate or spite, wolves killed only out of hunger, and were always sure to honor the life they had taken. All of Lykinâs creatures were made equal, after all, and without the deer and the rabbit, the fox and the beetle, where would they be?Â
At last, Laika stepped forwards to tear into the meat, and Kamotts drove her back with a growl, for it was for the alpha alone to open the kill. She retreated with a resentful snarl, her eyes flashing like ice chips, and Daere gave her a warning look, but his devotion to Laika always stopped him from truly keeping her in check. Kamotts shook his head at them both, all thought of his previous irritation dissolving as the warm blood wet his lips. The three wolves crowded around, tugging the carcass this way and that, a frenzy of tongues and teeth and growls.Â
When the three of them had eaten their fill, they sat back, licking their lips and grumbling contentedly.Â
âAnd now we must take meat back for Lane,â said Kamotts.
*
Meanwhile, Lakota was ill at ease. From inside the low stone den, Laneâs cries of pain and Wyakinâs soothing sighs sounded low and disturbing, the sounds warped and twisted by the howling wind. He was jittery and cold, jumping at every flash of lightning, every growl of thunder. The queer feeling that had sent him running from the den the previous day was stronger than ever: every breath of wind was a lonely howl, every shadow an enemy, creeping closer.Â
Then the lightning flashed again, startlingly close, and Lakota could bear it no longer. He abandoned his post with a cry and sprang into the night, panic scrabbling inside him with sharp and jagged claws. He could already hear what Kamotts would say to him about abandoning his post, but just then the fear and the dread was too much for one lone wolf to bear.Â
He ran, stumbling this way and that with no heed to direction, blinded by the lightning and the driving snow. He did not know where he was going other than away. Out of some inborn instinct to find cover, he ended up back on the outskirts of Wildwood, but the dark trunks of those familiar trees offered him little comfort. These were not the woods they had tracked through only several hours earlier, painted all the vivid hues of autumn. These were woods made of a thousand dark treetrunks turned black by dusk. Lakota couldnât believe how easily a storm and a few shadows could render Wildwood into a nightmare version of itself.Â
He crashed blindly through briar and bush, thorns snarling on his fur, roots grasping his legs as if to pull him down. The whole forest seemed like a snare to the omega, like something to get trapped in, like the metal claws of a bear trap. Lakota startled as a strange light began to pulse from the sky, a flicker of electric blue clawing through the tree canopy before snuffing out into blackness with the sound of some great mountain being crushed in the distance. Lakota had never seen a lightning storm before, and his ears flattened to his skull in terror, sure he was about to be struck down by some vindictive god.Â
âO Lykin - Rah,â he uttered fearfully to himself. It was as if the sky itself was growling at him.Â
The light came again, blinding Lakota with its brilliance. Perhaps it was fear playing tricks on his mind, or the brightness of the light leaving a violent afterimage on his eyes, or perhaps it was something else entirely, but the young wolf could have sworn that the light had left a scar across the night, as if some great claws were tearing at the seams of the world. There were several of them, criss-crossing beams bathing the wood in their fractured light. Lakota froze to the spot, eyes rolling wildly. There was nowhere to run to. It was everywhere. He couldn't run from this.Â
Lakota thought of the old tales, where the wolf-prince Kaheleha and his pack were punished by Lykin for their hubris, and washed away with a great and terrible flood. Perhaps this was what was coming now: a punishment and a purge, to wash away all traces of old blood from these strange and watchful woods. Â
Like an arrow, like a tear falling, another surge of blue light spiderwebbed across the sky - in that instant, Lakota was sure the sky would crack and the universe itself would collapse inwards, like ice shattering on a winter lake. Then all sound fell away and blackness snapped down, leaving nothing but deafening underwater calm, nothing but the hole in the heavens where hell had just breached.Â
Because the sky had torn. The sky had torn, and the space behind was bleeding through, but there were no moons there, no stars, just a darkness as thick as ink, bleeding across the sky like an infection spreading, and as the last of the light vanished the dark wash and the sounding black fell down, shutting in, forever.Â
*
Out on the fell, Kamau jumped in fright as lightning flashed overhead, splitting the length of the sky. Laika cackled generously at his fright, and Kamotts grumbled, unhappy to be made a fool of. They trod on through the driving blizzard, hunks of meat hanging from their jaws, the snow falling harder than ever, turning the dry heath to blinding ice. Despite the treacherous terrain, Kamotts led them quickly and efficiently, his sure feet finding footholds in the slippery rocks, and before long they were heading back towards Laneâs makeshift den. From up here, they could see the whole valley, murky in the gathering dusk: the open fell where they had made their kill, the green expanse of Wildwood to the south, and due north, the steep black spires of the Druid Mountains stretching up into the stormclouds, seeming the cast a shadow over the whole of the world.Â
By the time they reached Laneâs cave, night had fallen proper, and the storm seemed to be coming to a crescendo. As soon as Kamotts came into view of the cave, a scent hit his nose that made his blood run cold. He sprang up, growling in alarm, the hackles on his neck bristling at the scent of blood and death in the air. Daere flanked his shoulder, his own growls deep and wary. Lightning flashed overhead, and in the afterglow Kamotts could just make out Laneâs curled-up form, the eerie glitter of her eyes in the half-light. The snow around her ran red with blood.Â
âLane?â he panted, breathless from the climb. âLane, what's wrong?â
Behind her, Wyakin whined pitifully, and Lakota was nowhere to be seen. Kamotts was shaking furiously now, the scent of his mateâs fear throwing his senses into overdrive for the need to protect her. For there, on the ground beside her, lay two little bodies. They were motionless on the ground, their fur caked with blood and dirt, and they were dead.Â
âOh, Lane,â Kamotts hung his head, and the deep sorrow in his voice was palpable. âHow sorry I am.â
The pack stood in a mournful circle around the alpha female. Daere shook his shaggy head, the enormous maleâs eyes filled with sadness. Even Laika balked at the sight of the dead pups. But Lane was a she-wolf, and she knew there was no time to dwell now.Â
âIt is natureâs way, Kamotts,â she said. âWhat is, is what must be, for Lykin declares it so. And now, we must look to the future.â
With a small smile, Lane uncurled herself and moved her tail aside. And then the pack gasped in wonder, for there, nestled tight into the arc of her body, lay two newborn wolf pups, their sides rising and falling quickly. Kamottâs heart soared with joy, and he fell upon his fate, tail wagging as he licked her face.Â
âAlright, alright,â Lane shook him off with her usual briskness. âYou are a father now, Kamotts. It is high time you started acting like one.â
One by one the wolves crowded around to look at the new pups, tails wagging excitedly, for nothing brings joy to a wolf pack like the arrival of new life, even in the midst of a wailing storm. Kamottâs attention was immediately drawn by the largest of the pups, the male, whose coat was as dark as the stormy sky above. He, Kamotts thought proudly, would grow into a fine warrior yet. In contrast to her brother, the second pup was smaller and lighter in colour, with odd, mismatched patches of brown and white, and a bold, beautiful muzzle just like her motherâs. As he beheld them, Kamotts felt a splintering deep in his heart, as though it were about to burst with pride.Â
âWhat shall we call them, Kamotts?â Lane asked, and Kamotts fell back, quite puzzled.Â
âI... I donât know, Lane.â
Kamotts was a hunter, and it had not even occurred to him to think of such things.Â
âHow about Lali, for the she-cub?â Lane prompted gently. âAfter my mother.â
âYes,â said Kamotts gratefully. âYes. Little Lali. How do you like your new name?â
Little Lali, of course, was too young to know or care, blissfully oblivious of her future as she suckled greedily at Laneâs milk. All wolf pups were born blind, and it would be weeks before they first opened their eyes to gaze upon the world.Â
âI thought of Rhain, for the little hunter,â said Kamau proudly as he gazed down at the male pup. With his stormy dark coat, it seemed appropriate.Â
âRhain, born in a thunderstorm,â Lane smiled, but just then something dark and secret slid down behind Wyakinâs eyes.Â
âThey are ever so little, Lane,â Laika said, her she-wolfâs concern overriding her usual dislike for the alpha female.Â
âI know, Laika,â she said. The pack fell silent. They knew all too well the harsh laws of survival that faced young wolves in the wild.Â
âThen I shall hunt for them, my love,â Kamotts said, his chest swelling with pride. âI shall be a father to them, and guide them as good as I am able, and protect them always.â
âAnd I,â Daere said, gazing down at the pups like a cheerful uncle. âI will teach them to run and chase, and Iâll fight for them too, should it come to it.â
Kamotts nodded approvingly at his brother, whom he had always admired for his straightforwardness.Â
âAnd I shall teach them to sing to the moon and to read the ice, and to run as fast as Kaheleha himself,â Laika said, feeling a longing ache rise up in her chest as she beheld the pups. Laika had always wanted a family of her own, though in the wild it was forbidden for any other than the alpha pair to mate. She glanced sideways at Daere, and the longing she felt was mirrored on his own face.Â
âAnd I will teach them wisdom and cunning, for our kind will always need our wits,â said Wyakin at last. âAnd I will tell them stories of Lykin and Kaheleha, and teach them of the world.â
Kamotts smiled as he watched the old she-wolf gaze down at the pups, no doubt remembering a time when he, Daere and Lakota had been that small.Â
âThank you, Wyakin. They will be lucky to have you,â he said, for despite his skeptical nature about the old shamanâs superstitions, he knew that stories were just as essential to a wolfâs training as hunting and fighting. The old legends had even taught him a trick or two that had come in handy more than once.Â
âAnd you, Lakota?â he said. âWhat about you?â
When Lakota didnât immediately reply, Kamotts realised the omega was still nowhere to be seen. He didnât recall having seen his brother at all since theyâd returned from the hunt. Kamotts immediately began to search, sniffing the ground for Lakotaâs track. He darenât howl to call out for him - these were strange lands, and the quieter they passed through them, the better.Â
âWhere is that blasted runt?â he growled. âHeâs left us cold again. Heâll end up walking in to trouble one day, running off like that -â
Kamotts broke off as a rustling began in the far-off grasses. He and Daere both stopped in their tracks, ears pricked forwards as they watched the approaching shape. A second later, Lakota barrelled out from the undergrowth, and Kamau could tell immediately that he was in a bad way.Â
"I tried to find you,â the wolf panted. Bloody foam dripped from the corners of his mouth. âOh, Kamotts, I tried to find you but the light, that terrible light! I couldnât find my way back to you. Something terrible has happened, Kamotts. I thought I was all but lost.â
Lakotaâs fur was sodden, his legs shaking from exertion, but it was not this that alarmed the pack. It was his white, rolling eyes and frothing mouth, and the rank scent of fear that hung around him. If he didnât know better, Kamotts might have thought his brother had been lightning-struck.Â
âWhat is it this time, Lakota?â he growled. There was no time to scold him now. Everyoneâs hackles were up - the scent of terror on one wolf was usually enough to affect the others, and this was no time to cause a panic. âWhat have you seen?â
âDanger.â
That one world echoed like a death knell through the silent valley. Wolves relied almost entirely upon their instincts, and something clearly had made Lakotaâs hackles rise in terror. Kamotts stepped in front of Lane and the pups with a growl, cursing himself for not sensing it before. He had been too preoccupied with the pups to pick up the unfamiliar scent.Â
âWho goes there?â he demanded, whipping around. Beyond the scent of the blood and snow, was the scent of an unfamiliar wolf. âWho enters my territory without my blessing?â
The rest of the pack formed a protective circle around Lane, growling in agreement. Territory borders were sacred to the wolves - it was the height of disrespect to cross into one without the alphaâs blessing.Â
âYour blessing?â came a mocking laugh from high above the ravine. âI have no use for your blessing, little hunter. For I am the alpha here.â
The pack looked up in unison, to where the shape of a lone wolf was silhouetted on the beetling edge of the ravine above, the storm blowing through her dark fur. Lakota shrank back on instinct - the night and the storm had spooked him, and he had heard too many ghost stories about lone wolves roaming the wild tundra. But Kamotts did no such thing. With narrowed eyes, he assessed the newcomer and dismissed her quickly: one lone female was no threat.
âWho are you, and what do you want?â Kamotts snarled furiously, his irritation growing at having been startled. He did not like to appear anything other than intentional, even if it was intentionally cruel.Â
âMy name is Shrrg,â said the newcomer simply. âAnd I do not want anything.â
âObviously you do, or you would not be here,â Lane said, her eyes narrowed at the she-wolf. Though she did not like to be rude, giving birth in the middle of a snowstorm hadnât put her in the best of moods. Beside her, Laika and Wyakin snarled to back her up.Â
âWyakin, sister, there's no need to show your teeth,â laughe Shrrg, and Kamotts fancied there was something sly and slippery about her voice. âI mean you and your brethren no harm.â
âHow do you know our names?â Kamotts said, suspicion making him wary. âWho are you?â
âI think any alpha makes a business of knowing anyone who crosses over into her territory,â said Shrrg. âI come to welcome you, that is all.â
The wolves looked at each other fearfully. In the confusion of the storm, they had come closer to the Druid Mountains than they had previously realised. Did this strange she-wolf call those mountains home? Kamatts shuddered. He did not want to imagine what cold, barren kingdom she must rule.Â
âAnd what is this?â Shrrg said as she began to make her way down the slope. âNew life, born beneath the blackest moon, on the darkest of nights. I congratulate you, Kamotts.â
As Shrrg came to inspect the pups, Lane shot to her feet, a warning growl in her throat. Shrrg jumped back, hurt flashing in her eyes.Â
âThere is no need to be discourteous,â she said. âI mean only to give the young ones my blessing. And to offer my protection. These lands can be dangerous to the young and innocent.â
Lane fancied there was a thinly veiled threat in the she-wolfâs voice. âYour protection?â she said.
âMy pack rules over these lands, from the Druid Mountains right up to the Great River, Lane. We are many, and our alliance might prove a boon to you yet. Six wolves like yourselves must feel a little lost all alone in the trees of Wildwood.â
âWe like Wildwood just fine,â Kamotts said. âWe have no need of an alliance, but there is no reason why we canât be perfectly good neighbours.â
Shrrgâs yellow eyes flickered in the gloom. âI think you misunderstand me, Kamotts. You are new to these lands, after all, and much has changed since you were last here. When my Vrenshrrg scouts caught wind of a new pack moving into Wildwood, I was intrigued. Those woods have lain empty for many years. I had to come and meet you myself.â
Shrrg began a slow, steady pace around the wolves, and strangely enough, Wyakin couldnât meet her gaze.Â
âOf course, Wildwood is your birthright. Your rightful home.â she said wistfully. âBut I am a better friend than an enemy, Kamotts, and we are always in need of fine hunters like you in the Vrenshrrg. But that is no matter. You are content here in Wildwood, and I would certainly not presume to ask you to leave it. But freedom comes with a price, Kamotts,â she said. âI come to make a bargain. A small tithe to pay, to live under our protection, and continue to live as free wolves.â
âBargain?â said Lane harshly. âYou are in no position to bargain with us, Shrrg. Our freedom is our birthright. Lykin has decreed it so.â
Shrrgâs face saddened, she blew out a sigh. âIf only it were still the case, my dear. But the laws of this world are harsh. Winter is coming, food is scarce and man is on the move again. I have seen entire packs succumb to starvation, and whole forests fall to man's wicked shadow. Lykin is as good as dead to us, child. He can no more harm us or help us than the stars in the sky,â she said. âOnce, wolves like you and I would have to fight tooth and claw to survive, but there is no need for such savagery any longer. My Vrenshrrg can offer you security, protection, and access to the richest hunting grounds, so your pups can grow up in peace. But of course, there would be a small price I would ask of you in return. For everything comes with a cost,â she said, smiling inwardly. âListen carefully, Kamotts, for these are my terms. A small tithe, to help us build for our future. Half of your litter, in exchange for your freedom. And before you ask - no. I will not accept the dead half.â
At this, the pack recoiled, eyes flashing. Kamotts had a right mind to tear this strange she-wolf to pieces. She was very small for an alpha, and for all her mighty talk, seemed to have come alone. And the fear in his mateâs eyes was too much to bear.Â
âAnd if we should refuse?â said Daere boldly, stepping up beside Kamotts.Â
âThat would not be wise,â said Shrgg. âI do not need to remind you of the size of my pack, warrior-heart. No doubt you will meet them yourself in the weeks to come,â she turned towards Lane. âIf it helps, my dear, I can reassure you that your pups will grow up safe and well under my protection. No harm will come to them, with the Vrenshrrg as their brethren.â
At this, Lane sprang forwards with an unearthly cry, her paws splashing in the bloody snow. âGet out of here, Shrrg,â she said. âYou will not touch any of my pups, and your so-called Vrenshrrg will never be our brethren. Go back to your mountains and leave us in peace.â
âYour hesitation is understandable, Lane,â Shrrg said. âBut donât let me rush you. Such a decision should not be undertaken lightly. I will return when the moon waxes and wanes three times over, but not a moment more. So watch for me, sister.â
âEven better,â growled Wyakin at last. âDonât bother coming back at all. Why, if you show your face again, Iâll drive you out myself.â
At this, genuine hurt flashed across Shrrgâs face before disappearing back behind a mask of scornful indifference. âAlways so combative, Wyakin. But there is no need for hostility. Especially as I am willing to overlook certain⌠past misdemeanors,â her eyes glittered savagely. âGoodbye, Wyakin. We will cross paths again.â
At this, Shrrg swung her muzzle into the air and began to howl, just as a long claw of lightning flashed from above, illuminating her jet-black fur, her shining yellow eyes. And in the light of that flash, Kamotts fancied that Shrrgâs fur was pitted somehow, her muzzle twisted as if by terrible scars. He noticed that her ears were shredded, and half of her tail was missing, as if it had been bitten off.Â
âThe moon will wax, and the moon will wane,â Shrrg howled. âBut as sure as day turns to bitter night, she will come full again.â
With her voice trembling with warning, Shrrg turned and vanished over the ravine without a backward glance. The pack rushed to the edge, convinced she had plunged to her death, but Kamottâs sharp eyes could just make her out, a dark figure on the fell, making off towards the mountains by moonlight.Â
âI told you,â Lakota whimpered. âI told you, I told you -â
âShut up,â he said harshly. âThere is nothing to be afraid of here. Nothing more than a lone wolf with ideas above her station.â
Kamotts turned to his mate with a growl.Â
âWe ought to go now,â he said. âI highly doubt she is the great alphess she claims to be, but true or not, the weather persists, and we are not safe out here.â
But first, Lane went to scratch a shallow hole in the ground beside the rocky cave, and set the two stillborn pups gently into the earth. Sadly, without saying a word, the she-wolf turned her back to kick earth over their tiny bodies. âMy poor children,â she whispered to the earth where their bodies laid, growing cold. âYou never saw anything of the world.â
But Lane was a she-wolf, and she turned silently back to the land of the living, picking up her two living pups and making off up the slope without a sound. Kamau stuck close by her side as they trecked back towards Wildwood, over the bleak grey fell and towards the prospect of safety and their den, leaving the dead pups to the trees and the rain and the cold, uncomprehending earth.
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