- Turtle Lake Pack - Journals

So far we were a very new pack, the black wolf, Tala if I remember correctly, showed me around. Taught me the ways of being a pack leader. Gave me my very own sons and mate. Though something felt off in my heart. As if something were to happen. Though I know I must put this to rest if I want to lead Turtle Lake to glory in this vast world. 

Though today I have met some new faces, indeed some more beneficial than others. Four new members came before me all proving their loyalty. I have made nearly all of them hunters, Jax, Aster, and the newest, Murtle. Though one wolf who resigned their loyalty to me and my pups I had to replace. I blame him for the uneasiness in my heart, but replacing him I assigned Hallelujah to the guarding of my heirs. Naming her the “Protecter of the Throne.” 

So far Hallelujah has done splendid and has brung joy to both my boys, the boys I love dearly. 

Though lately Roxy has shown an attitude to one of ours describing him as scatterbrained. Sometimes I wonder how she can say such things about one oh her own, of my own blood. I’m glad Hallelujah doesn’t think of my kin that way. Sometimes I wonder if she was a gift from the gods meant to keep me sane on my journey. 

Today I’ve decided I would look for a new female in our pack, we need more and soon. I’m scared there won’t be enough to carry on more generations. And if that happens, well I wouldn’t know what to do. Our males are too much and we have little space, I’ve already had to run off one male because there simply wasn’t enough space. And if Murtle doesn’t prove useful I may have to do the same to him I fear. Though who knows what Jax and Aster would think, I hope they understand hunts can go on without him. Though Aster and Jax seem promising as a team, I doubt either will be lead off for a long time. Sometimes I even wonder if they enjoy their hunts together, they have already seemed to start to grow on each other. I don’t regret brining either in as they both are splendid hunters. I can’t imagine a better one. 

Though hopefully by the end of today I can retrieve the reward from the questing snake for my hunters hard work. I find it weird I have to serve him for so long. He is a snake not some godly deity. Though Tala said to trust him so I guess I will. No matter how hard it seems.