spill your feelings

Posted 2024-05-13 16:45:25

#1203078

me at 14 making fun of people with social anxiety and saying I'd never be such a pussy vs me now, adult, crying after a failed social interaction over the phone 💀☠️💀

Venti Sette
#35080

Posted 2024-05-14 12:08:29

#1203428

There's not much of anything to spill. I am so deep in my own head lately I am barely attached to reality, but I am trying! I'm cleaning my room, eating fresh food, taking vitamins and slowly processing my own thoughts and ideas. Socialising is at a bare minimum because I can't be present for anyone for more than five minutes.

All that aside... Is it just me or is there an overwhelming amount of negativity in the world lately? Like in the past 6+ months or so. It's like someone farted out a big smog of bad vibes over the planet. What's up with that?

☆ 𝖋𝖔𝖒𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖆𝖓 ★
#51433

Posted 2024-05-14 12:58:08

#1203457

Just my own personal theory, which may well be entirely wrong, is that it's a pendulum swing. For the last several years, there's been this enormous trend to affirm everything and everyone. "Speak your truth!" "Just do you!" "You're valid!" These have been common rallying cries heard in many communities all over the internet and other public forums. But humans are only half positive and the negative half can only be suppressed or denied for so long before it erupts to the surface. I feel like that's what's happening now. People are sick of affirming everyone and just want the demands for validation to stop. Or at least to be allowed to say what they really think, regardless of the labels they may earn. Again, I might be entirely wrong, but that's what I think.

spotpc
#9204

Posted 2024-07-05 03:55:00

#1226296

One or my pups just died. I know this is just a game and all, but it was my first one. He got ill from Pox and I was trying to craft a cure. I feel devastated that I wasn't quick enough.

Quimble
#141621

Posted 2024-10-01 11:29:44

#1288637

My best friend of 10 years dumped me in May and I don't think I'm ever going to recover

Pixie
#146282

Posted 2024-10-01 12:03:50 (edited)

#1288689

Someone keeps shouting at me for living my life and I just want it to end. Plus, the guy who did very bad things to me is out of jail, and somewhere in this city, and I'm terrified for my life. If he finds me, I'm GONE. Luckily, I have a trained attack dog that I bring with me wherever I can, but I'm just so afraid that something may happen or I won't be able to bring her, and the guy finds me. I always walk by myself (well, with the dog) at night but I can't hear if someone sneaks up behind me because I have music blaring in my ears otherwise I would think any little sound is a person and have a panic attack. My sister is often with me too. But I just feel like he's still going to find me somehow, that happens more than people realize. This is a big city, but its not that big, and he is in it. A raging criminal released...

❄Xmas Idiot 🖕
#141341

Posted 2024-10-04 14:41:11

#1292091

When I was a kid my dad would belittle my interests, especially if it was something that "wouldn't earn money" if I chose it as a career. I wasn't allowed to take art classes (at least until my senior year of high school), even though I loved drawing, because I wasn't immediately good enough at it to make a career out of it. When one year as a horse-obsessed kid I jokingly asked my dad for a pony for Christmas, I was treated to an hours long lecture about why horses are a waste of money and being an equestrian is "useless".
My mother would participate in playing with me (I can recall exactly one time when my dad played with me, and he literally just ended up making fun of my toys ???? like why do that to your ONLY CHILD bro) and would listen to me when I'd talk about my interests just out of courtesy. We'd be walking the dog together and I'd be telling her about a new special interest of mine and she'd do the typical parental "Uhuh, uhuh, wowww.. that's neat" and then later it would be clear that she retained none of what I'd told her about.

Now that I'm well into adulthood, they get upset with me when I don't share my life with them, as if they didn't spend so much time teaching me that my interests are something to be kept secret because sharing them means I'll be ridiculed or ignored. I can't win, chat.

✨Fish✨
#21074

Posted 2024-10-05 19:37:50

#1293597

I have friend but feel unwelcome like nobody wants me I'm an INFP I'm judged so much. WHY ME. also not in a good place at wolvden I keep messing up and doing embarrassing things and its so hard I'm getting depressed

Ashes
#146441

Posted 4 days ago

#1415291

my gran has stage 3 dimentia and is taking everything out on my mom.

She keeps telling my mom, she's a rubbish mom. Is it bad that I want my gran to die? :( been 4 years since we suspected anything

Hlubi
#75530

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