Remus

remus, the moon-touched
remus suffers from a mysterious unknown condition that the pack believes gives him an ability to see through and interact with the spirit realm. every full moon the veil seems especially thin and remus seems to lose himself, his usual amiable and forgiving demeanor replaced by a distant, otherwordly, sometimes even scared or hostile one.
his eyes seem to glaze over, as though he's seeing things invisible to others. he may even say words that aren't his own, recall memories and events long past that he's never experienced himself. he starts to lose himself due to how strongly he becomes affected with the spirits' influence. they know not to disturb him unless necessary, as interrupting one during these moments is never completely safe: no one knows what kind of emotions the spirits are pushing onto him.
after an episode, remus often remembers little, leaving him with a sense of isolation, sadness and worry. despite this, he accepts his role, believing that his suffering grants the pack protection and wisdom.
he's also a source of anxiety, as no one knows when or if the spirits might finally consume him once and for all.

         

 by #12868

decors for when he dies
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