Hold the Reins

A Fragile soul was lost in the forest of doom. Her light being ripped each and every way. Torn to pieces, she didn't know what to do. They all laughed at her as she fell to the cold stagnate roof of hell. Looking up she cried out loud for help, her voice growing weaker with every scream she let out. Laying there bright light tears came to her eyes as they fell from her perfect cheeks. What kind of monster would create such a place. If you took a step back from this horrific scene, and took a look at the bigger picture, you'd realize that it was my heart, being covered with nothing but a black cloud, eventually covering and smothering anything nice/happy. All that I ever cared about was gone, just like that. It was entirely up to me to get back up on my feet and over come this darkness I was feeling. I had yet to figure out what was covering my eyes like a blind fold. If I had any chance at surviving, I would need to fight this darkness, but there was no such way. I had no clue who either of my parents were, all I heard from the others is that they were lovers, and my mother had gone long lengths to make sure that I survived. Their names Blaze, and Polar. My other siblings were killed by elemental effects, my other mother had taken me in with her pups. I was not told this until I was about 4 years of age. Did they hate me so much that they left me to die? What were my other siblings names. My head demanded to know these things, I deserved to know. I fought the darkness within myself everyday. What was my father like, I often day dreamed about him about how big and majestic he was, and I also dreamed how lovely and delicate my mother was. I imagined them together all the time their fun times. Yes, I had found their tree where their scents slowly faded away. But there was 2 sets of claw marks, one I imagined from my father, the other from my mother. The thought of them eased my soul gently, but not enough to fight what was in my own body at the moment. I am sure it's some kind of demonic soul, why me? Often wandered through my tiny cramped question filled brain. Maybe if I found them I could gain answers, just maybe. Appendages wondered to the other side of the lonely lands. Yes, I am a loner. I don't want a mate or pups, I'd much rather find myself first. I am a mix of black and white, my other mother Lora says my mother is white and my father is black, but I can't be too sure. Anyways I was saying I am a mix of black and white, kind of like a Dalmatian, only not so many dizzying spots, my body is white, with a black back, kind of like a saddle, no I am not ride-able like you would any other creature, Also covering my right eye is a black spot, and then each of my paws I have black sock like legs, Except my back right paw is white. If you look really closely I have little black hairs on my tail at the very tip, and then some black on my chin. The rest of my body is speckled with black, I have one blue eye one golden eye, which I'm guessing I got from my father and mother, or maybe it was my just my father, either or would bring up the question where was I when I was born? In a cave? A Den? Heh, out in the open so that we would be vulnerable? Was it that I had an inner demon that they didn't want me, were the others secretly alive and they just left me? My glittering opticals searched the sky for some crows to sign to me that there was a fallen prey, none that I saw within my sight. I sighed to myself gently and my appendages soon grew tired of pacing back and forth, I laid down to take a slow nap, but the nagging of my inner demon bugged me. I growled gently before forcing myself to take a nap. As soon as I fell asleep, my mind still raced with thoughts. Did my Mother and Father set me up for doom? Who was this inner demon, where did it come from? Most just tell me I was cursed but there had to be more meaning to this than just a simple voodoo to this madness. Opticals lazily opened up, and soon they shut only for a moment they shot open when the sound of a gun shot was heard, followed by a whimper.