Marmalou

💙🔥Aggressive 🔥💙

"Losing a sibling is missing the one person who you could truly be yourself with." "The love of sibling is the most unconditional love of all. It is pure and loyal. A love without demand, without expectations or pretense."

I lost my sister when we were just pups, our sitter had fallen asleep after we had our evening bath in the sun. It was so hot outside and I didn't wanna wait for the sitter to awaken. I had awoken Stellafey, so we could sneak off and go to the reservoir just down the path a little. We had done it before, so I wasn't too worried. Little did I know that, that day the current was a little more rough than what we were used to. I ran across to the other side and I shouted to my sister to cross and not be a baby.
I knew she would cross after I called her a baby due to the fact she always had something to prove. She believed anything I could do she could do better. It wasn't told she got in the middle of the reservoir when she misplaced her footing and went under the water. At first, I just thought she was messing around.
Then when I saw her come up the second time I realized she was panicking and was drowning. She was being pulled away down the current. Now for those of you who don't know the reservoir goes down current and then drops off into a waterfall.

Help! please help me!

Stellafey cries out.
I let a huge howl out and started to howl repeatedly to wake up the sitter so she could come to rescue my sister. When the sitter finally awoke, I noticed I hadn't seen Stellafey come back up. The sitter chewed me out panicking asking me where she went. Asking for my help. she panicked and got in the water and started howling her name. She was nowhere to be found.

I died when the breath left your nostrils you're my twin sister and part of me is shattered by losing you. ...
We loved you before, we still love you now and we love you more still. ...

The sitter sat and cried and had no idea what to do. she had gotten help from all of the other pack members. everyone was around the water calling out her name, my parents were out hunting there was no way to reach them until they returned. I just knew they were going to be so mad at me. It was all my fault.. I had killed my sister, due to my impulsive decisions, I should have just waited.
When my parents returned, they were given the news. My mother sobbed in tears and my father left for a couple of days. They each coped differently in their way for Stellafey. I always visited the reservoir in hopes she would pop up and be okay!
And she did! but... now how I thought I would see her again... remember how I said the reservoir went off into a waterfall. Well, I went down that way just to see if maybe she had gone down the path of water... And there she lay. breathless. wet, she had flys and a foul stench to her.
I lifted my head and let out a big ol howl. I did this multiple times. My mother and father had heard me and rushed to see what all the commotion was about. They had almost everyone from the pack trailing behind them.
When they approached me, they too lifted their heads and howled, then the rest of the pack joined in.

My life has never been the same since you left. But I know you're enjoying eternal bliss. I hope you know how sorry I am.

My father and mother stopped caring after Stellafey died, my mother and father unbounded and they kinda forgot about me. I never thought parents had a favorite, but I guess I was wrong. I also guess I wasn't. I left when I turned into an adolescent. And I have been on my own ever since. I was an

outcast

. That was until I met Yakuno, he took me ina, and I have been a part of his pack ever since, and I have declared myself to pup-sitting and always be very aware, that way nothing like what happens to me happens to another pup. I may make dumb decisions but I am not heartless.